A day with my mom

So, there are some change of plan.

Well, yesterday I was planning to go to either Emporium Pluit or Pluit Junction to watch Fast and Furious 4, but apparently I went to another place today - Grand Indonesia, which is good because it's been a long time since I last visited Grand Indonesia. My mom took me there for a walk and some lunch. We ended having lunch at Pizza Marzano and man, I'm soo damn-stuffed! My mom always ask me to finished up the last food, which in today's case, is a slice of Pizza! ( I already ate 3 slice of Pizza, and 2 Mushroom!) Gah~ That's what I hate about having lunch/dinner with my mom, she always and always and always ask me (or maybe order me) to finished up all the food and then, when we're at home, she told me not to eat too much! Man! Who's the one who told me to finished up all the food even though I was SO FULL??

Geez!

Anyway, after having some lunch, I (who can never resist a sight of bookstore) went straight to Kinokuniya Bookstore. At first, I search for a Sarah Dessen's book, but found none. *sigh* but to my surprise, I found De La Cruz's MASQUERADE (but found none of the first series - Blue Bloods). I even found the Luxe, Rumors and Envy Series! Gosh~! Why I have to be bankrupt at this hour? I also found a Japanese magazines which contain some articles about NEWS! Damn it, I really want those mags, but when I took a peek at its price, I was like , Rp. 126.000,- for just one mags? My mom would certainly and definitely kill me if I buy that. But, I didn't came out of that bookstore empty-handed, I managed to buy Masquerade & a German Dictionary(very important for my Kurz).

After that, we went to Setiabudi One to watched Knowing, the sci-fi film with Nicolas Cage in it.
It is one heck of COOL movie I ever saw. I would give a 4.5 for it! Why 4.5? Well, because there are some elements from this movie that I didn't like, which is the way Alex Proyas shoot it, sometimes the pics get blurry but other than that, everything is . The plot, the way they (Nicolas, Chandler, Lara, etc) act, the location, even the scores! I like them! I even cried at the scene when Caleb was about to take off and how Jon release his son. And at the very last scene, when Jon came home at last, to be with his family (mom, dad,sister) and doing some group hug before they (and the world) were being swept off by the solar flame. It was such a heartbreaking scene! Oh my

At last, I'm having dinner with my mom at HayTien Restaurant, and she still asked me to finish off the food. MAN!

Well, some extras:
my style for today

Finished with Season 2 (at last!)

Alright, it's almost midnight and I was just finish watching Heroes season 2 and apparently I've only made it until Heroes Season 3, episode 1: The Second Coming.

It's kinda freak you know, since I didn't stop watching ever since I got home from school. Well, that's explain why I gained weight so easily this couple of months . I've always been in front of the computer, all this time - doing, well, I don't know. Sometimes it's just browsing, sometimes it's blogging, and sometimes, just like this time; watching DVD endlessly.

That's why my mom always mad at me.

Whatever, anyway, HEROES is getting cooler and cooler! Though, the word 'best' was not the best word to portrayed the image of Season 2, but it is cool! I mean, how in the world they could create such an amazing story line? All of them was connected, and oh, what's more amazing was the portrayal of each and every characters in it. It's hard to recognized who's in the good side and who's in the bad side. It's like there are no border line between those two and it shows how human can be so... sly (if I'm using the right word). Besides, it's a lot of fun how they all can pictured emotions like that. Though I'm not really a great observer of how people act, but really, their acting was.... sugoi! (Anyway, I just known that Ando was actually a KOREAN! Never thought of that before. He look really convincing as a Japanese)

Anyway, due to certain circumstances (and not to mention the time) I have to end this post here; it's late and somehow all my body aches and it's best to go bed by now. Oh, by the way, tomorrow school's out! Yeay! Why? Because tomorrow is ELECTION day. I'm not in the age in which I can vote in, but I don't really care about that. School's out baby! What more can I ask for?

And maybe tomorrow I can go and watch (my long awaited) FAST and FURIOUS 4! Yippie...

be strong.

Well, through this post, I just want to say how sorry I am for my friend, Florencia a.k.a Polen, who lost her father at last Saturday, 4th of April 2009.

Maybe I'm not capable of saying anything at the moment, cos I never feel how to really lose someone that important in my life before; but one thing for sure, we all, love you Polen and always. We'll always be there for you. So, don't cry again, kay? Be strong.

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

-Ecclesiastes 3:1-8-

Gaah~! Can't help falling in love!

I was reading my previous post and I was like "WHAT THE HELL DID I WRITE ABOUT!?"
It was like I'm reading someone else's post; I mean - come on, though I admitted that I might become sensitive at the time, but the last post was so... gross. I was being an emo, a total emo! WTH!?

Ugh! Anyway, there's nothing special happening today. So I'm going to talk about NEWS!
Yeaa~ as you know, I'm in with this boy band from Japan, totally in love!

I remembered my first encounter with NEWS; it was like 1 year ago when my friend first introduced it to me one day by showing a music video of NEWS on her cellphone; at that time I wasn't interested at all. I just thought that it was another boy band from Japan, and to tell the truth, I'm not interested in Japanese boy band 'cos sometimes they're too ... well, eccentric (in my eyes).

So, the first song that I hear from them was "SUMMER TIME", and at that time was the time when Varin will be leaving Jakarta to States. So as a farewell gift, dummies decided to give her a music video of NEWS with our own subtitle - and yea, that music video was "SUMMER TIME".

It was the first time that I like their song and decided they're not so flashy (but still have some element of flashiness) and beside I spotted a very cool-cute guy which is Yamapi a.k.a 山下智久 who then became my fav #2 (in term of cuteness but #1 in term of coolness & the oh-so-seducing-eyes, LOL!). And as I learn about this band from lot of resources (from the internet), I fallen in love with Tegoshi-kun (手越祐也). He's my #1!! He's so cute and I'm love with him. His vocal is amazing too~!

But still, it takes time to completely fallen in love with this band! Oh yes, it does. Well, I can't completely remembered the exact time I fallen in love with them. One day I wake up and I was completely in love - with the band, with the songs, with the members!

I started to hunt everything about NEWS; I watched their videos (silly videos about their tours, their interview, their TV show and even their CONCERT!). I downloaded their songs (and I have to admit that their songs are so good and pretty ear-catching, I can't stop listening to it!), anything. Just like what a fan would do. I'm so in love with them!

And oh, I also like the other members like Ryo-chan, Massu, Shige, and Kei-chan. They're all so hilarious (especially in the Never Ending Wonderful Story Videos) but I still 'heart' Tego and Yamapi at most!

Some of my favorite videos:

my favourite performance!


yamapi is so damn sexy!


kinda silly but funny

love quotes suit me well enough

Well then, it's a new month. So sorry I haven't got the chance to post something yesterday. Anyway let's greet a new month with a smile in our face (and laugh yourself if you got fool yesterday LOL)

NEWSflash:
I'm having a cartwheel test at Physical Ed. today, and guess what I managed to do it, well, not that good, but it is fine enough that I got 80!! Woohooo... , that sure is something because before today, I never practiced how to do a cartwheel - I never done it before. I only done it once or twice when the teacher asked me to, and it's certainly not perfect. Before it, I can't even do it perfectly on the mattress, but when it is my turn (to be tested), I choose to do it on the floor rather than the mattress. Rather silly, ain't it? But guess what!? I managed to do it WELL on the floor! Yay! *clap-clap*

You know quite well, deep within you, that there is only a single magic, a single power, a single salvation...and that is called loving.
Well, then, love your suffering. Do not resist it, do not flee from it.
It is your aversion that hurts, nothing else.

- Hermann Hesse

You know, I found these quotes just now and somehow I think it fits me quite well. When I found these, it suddenly struck me in the heart. 'Cos you know, lately, I've been hating and distrusting by what they called as 'love'. It definitely is a long story on how I became like this. I was hurt so many times that I don't know what to trust anymore. It feels like I was losing love - again.

And you know, it's funny that lately, it seems like my eyes are drawing to see him again. To search for his shadow again. I even gazed at him at today's P.E lesson. I hate him, for taking my first love out of me and never care to give it back. I'm scare of this feeling, the moment I started to search for his shadow again, it's dangerous. I just plainly hate him cos he seems to be reappearing in my life again.

I know, it's like I never walked out of my past and stuck there inside of him. Pitying myself till it came to the point where I started to hate 'love', but how can I love when there's nobody to love?
Is it true that it is my aversion that makes me suffer?

One of the things I needed to learn was to allow myself to be loved

- Isha McKenzie-Mavinga

Or maybe, it's not entirely his fault. *sigh* I want to find my own special someone. Someone who will accept the-already-broken-mess inside of me - accept me for who I am.