yeay... free time blogging

Some free time at last there's no test tomorrow so I'm definitely free today. Oh well, maybe not so free because I still have the Biology project on female reproductive system and a Maths homework (which I think I'm going to do it tomorrow morning).

Well, this kind of free time is kinda precious to me and it's pretty RARE! Usually, when I don't have tests tomorrow, I still have to go to my ballet class. But today, I'm totally FREE! No ballet class, no test, definitely I have to make the most of it! LOL

What's happening lately is that I'm getting pretty addicted with K-Pop although my love for K-Pop wasn't as big as to J-Pop. Maybe that's because I haven't found any interesting Japanese song lately so I moved to Korean.

I've downloaded a lot of Korean songs into my iPod in the past two days. Says: SS501, SHINee, Super Junior. Mostly boy band and mostly it is DBSK! Their song is pretty nice and I love JaeJoong(but not with the blonde hair, I like him better with black hair) ! The others are also good and easy-listening.

Anyway, speaking of songs, I really longed for NEWS' newest song which is Koi no ABO (if I spell it rightly), but I haven't found any good quality mp3 for that song yet *sobs*

I found my CHILDHOOD BESTIE, Maria Marcellina a.k.a Nina in Facebook! OH MY GOD, I miss her so much! She is my best friend and I never forget her. I was like screaming when I saw her on my confirm friend list! But, seriously, I miss her. We last met when we're still in elementary class 4 and since then I lost contact with her and look at her now, she's in the STATES! Nice huh?
Why do lots of my childhood besties are in the US while I'm stuck here? Gaah~
This is a pic of Maria, Me and Her Bro. LOL, I looked so ugly back then.

hidden meaning of "CARISSA VICKY"

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
LOL, okay people ... I took this test in today. It's about the hidden meaning of my name, which maybe some of you already know: Carissa Vicky. You know what, I was like
"where and how in the hell did this test is so accurate??"

It's so weird. I mean, it's just a random test. I don't have to answer a bunch of question to get the prediction, I just simply fill in my name in the blank box, click enter, and *BOOM* you've got the prediction.

You see the bold texts above? Well, that's what I think is soo true. Scary

Well, anyway this is going to be a busy week for me. Much tests and assignments + homework will wait for me for the upcoming days (or maybe weeks) so maybe I'm going to be unavailable for a day or two...

my revenge.

Well, I really have to warned you.. today's post is going to be random and it's definitely going to be a long one. I think it's a form of revenge that I didn't have the chance to blog yesterday and... yea, anyway I warned you already. LOL

Anyone like to watch BRITAIN GOT TALENT? Well, I do it's such an amazing show. I've just known this show not so long ago, after Leon pushed me to watch his dearly beloved Susan Boyle. Well, it was the first time I've been introduced to this show and I begin to love it! I love this better than AMERICAN IDOL! (And man, how I love Simon's reaction in this show! LOL)

Yea, why?
Answer: Because this show surprised me much more than American Idol did! Like in the case of Susan Boyle, who ever thought someone like her could have such an amazing voice? And also, Connie Talbot? Oh yes, that little wonderful girl with such pure voice singing Somewhere over the Rainbow. Man~ I feel like melting. She was six (if I'm not wrong) when she first auditioned for this show. And also Holie Steel, you should see her. I never thought she also got such a wonderful-opera-singer-like voice. I mean, she's only 10!!! I can't even sing properly at that age!!

And my recently favorite from BGT is DIVERSITY. You should watch them. Totally amazing. This is so gonna be in my iPod playlist!

#2. Okay, next topic. I watched Lilo & Stitch 1 and 2 this morning and I CRIED . Oh my God, Lilo & Stitch is definitely one of my faves among Disney's cartoon. I don't know why I shed my tears just by watching these two movies. The concept of O'hana really touch me.

Favorite scenes from 1st Movie:
  • When Stitch decided to go late at night, Lilo saw this and say "Ohana means family. Family means no one gets left behind. But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though. I remember everyone that leaves."
  • After Stictch left Lilo's house carrying the book and alone in the wood. How Stitch saw the picture of the ugly duckling who finally found the place where it belong, and how Stitch says, "Lost. I'm lost." It was like oh my god... I cried at that instant!
Well, I can exactly remember my favorite scene from the 2nd movie because I've just watched it but I do remember Stitch's reaction when he realized that he's still bad (because of his glitch). His expression when he hugged his 'good-bad' meter paper was soo... ugh, I don't know how to say it.

#3. third topic. Hmm, I don't know how to explain it because it's complicated and I certainly can't explain it all from the very beginning 'cos it is such a long story. Long story short, is it weird that I am afraid to fall in love? I'm always afraid of my own feeling.

I don't know how to face it. I've been happy lately that somebody was paying attention to me, but this couple of days he didn't pay much attention to me as he was before and I am afraid. I should've acted normal towards him but I can't, he made me forgot of my previous heartbreak. And what's sick, I think I started to like him! UWA~ I am afraid. I am afraid of this feeling. I'm afraid that it's only a temporary happiness. God, please help me. I really don't know what to do or to act.

And finally, holiday is over and I'll be back to school again. Gosh~ I hate it!

fight with mom

Got a big fight with my mom this morning and seriously it sucks like hell!! I mean what the hell did I do!? I did nothing wrong, all I did was just a simple talking about her reaction and all out of the sudden she's mad at me.

Is she crazy or what!? I DID NOTHING WRONG DAMN-IT! and stop treating me like a child 'cos I'm not one anymore! MAN~ I really hate it when she did that kind of thing. I mean, what'd she expect? I kept on being a nice little girl..!? Don't ever hope for that one 'cos I'll never be!

Whatever, she has successfully destroyed my entire mood for the day.

My feet hurts.

First of all, I want to say CONGRATULATIONS to Brenda and Nicholas who - at last - became an official couple yesterday.

Gee, you really owe me a story (and you definitely have to treat me something, a lunch maybe?) . Why didn't you both tell me about these? Why you Nick!? LOL, kidding . I'm happy for you both. You're my dummies.

Okay, my feet hurts today. It hurts much more than I can say and you know what? I can barely walk properly and why does that happen?

Well, today I went crazy with my friends, Nana and Holie, playing Pump it Up. We are such an amateur on this kinda thing, but we find it so addictive that we spent almost Rp.100.000,- just playing PIU. wow~

To tell the truth, I have never play this kinda thing before today. So, I'm a TOTAL amateur. That's why I kept on getting F . But, as we played and played and played... well, I finally getting an A! Twice! Yipeee.... Holie and Nana too, they've both played this before but when we first played this thing we kept getting F, but each of us finally getting an A.

But, when we finished. Damn, my feet hurts so much! It hurts because I - okay, we. But I'm the one whose feet are in the worst state - played PIU barefoot! Yea, it must be play barefoot, no shoes or slippers on. So... can you imagine how playing PIU can hurt our feets?

I have to put a lot more effort at my ballet & jazz class because my feet can't do a pointe, rise or releve. Gaah~

Anyway here's the video of today PIU battle. Just in case you want to see it

This is Holie (white) vs Me (black)

and this is Nana (purple) vs Me (black)

Sorry for the quality of the video

journey to DAAD, exhausting!

I went to DAAD today with my Goethe's friends; Zung, Dita und Finna.
Well, what can I say? It's one heck of a journey to go to DAAD which is located at Summitmas Tower, Sudirman.
  1. We decided to meet at Senayan City at 12.30, but in fact, we met there almost 14.00 PM.
  2. Why did that happen? Well, simply put it this way: When I went there from my home, it was already 13.00 and when I got there. Zung, Dita und Finna had taken the wrong bus to Senayan, they're almost get carried away to BSD (well, bring Fr.Martha along then~)!
  3. As soon as they reached Senayan City, we bought some Vanilla Latte at Coffee Bean for a sec and directly went to Summitmas by taxi.
  4. But, eventually the traffic was pretty much heavy at that time so, we decided to walk after getting the direction to Summitmas.
  5. Phew, that's a pretty LONG walk (imagine walking from Ratu Plaza to FX)! Besides, the weather was soo HOT at that moment! I sweat a lot, and Finna's feet was hurt because of her pump shoes.
  6. But at last, we got there- to Summitmas! Yeay. We got so much information about Studienkolleg.
  7. After that, we went to FX because Dita said that she was hungry and wanted to eat something. So there we go~
  8. Eventually, there's nothing affordable for us there. So, we ended up eating Sour Sally but That's fine.
And lastly, I went to my mother's shop at ITC Kuningan by taxi and it costed me Rp.22.000! GEEZ~ I'm bankrupt! Not to mention, I'm so tired!

I'm pretty addicted with this song at this moment
大声 ダイヤモンド (Oogoe Diamond) by AKB48

The world of ballet

I learned penchée in my ballet class today. And wow, you never know how much energy - and effort! - it takes just to do this movement (as shown in the pic). It makes my body aches, especially my waist and my butt! It was like "OH MY GOD" and the pain? Gah~ I can still feel it even till now

My friend once said to me that ballet is so graceful that she couldn't believe that it actually needed a lot of effort and energy. She couldn't even believe that I sweat! Maaaan~ If you only know the truth behind that graceful and elegant stage, you'll be shock.

Ballet is actually more than just a dance. It's also a sport. Every movement needs to be executed the right way. Every single detail is important. Phew, in one word, Ballet is HARD. It needs more than just stamina, but also efforts and sacrifices (especially in keeping your posture. It's so damn-important!). Like seriously , do you think it is easy to stand in pointe shoes and dance with that shoes on? Noo... it's not easy. Your legs must be strong enough to stand on that shoes.

But, that's what so amazing about ballet and why I fall in love with it in the first place. They all look like they have wings on their shoulder or something when they did all that. They done it so beautifully. Who knows how long and how hard they train to turn that hard-work-movement into such a natural, graceful and angel-like movement?

You'll never know.